Shameful Confession

I've have the most serious PMS of my life even before I started "placebo" week, aka since I ripped my last patch off on Monday, and can't help but wish it was PG symptoms. DH told me my boobs look huge this morning, (no they don't, he was just trying to get some morning nookie) and now I have the completely irrational urge to POAS because AF still hasn't shown up. Now, in all fairness, I almost always got my period on Wednesday or Thursday (depending which day was my patch change day that month, Sunday or Monday) but obviously that doesn't mean squat. I thought for sure this afternoon I felt that familiar feeling in my panties, only to find creamy CM. Freaking hormones are making me a delusional crazy person. The first month back on BC sucks!